first day alone

Today was the first day I was alone with the students and it was hard. I really do want to help them but I realized that they just are killing time until they turn 18. Its funny because I didn't think I would want to blog so soon but I am starting to feel homesick and regretful. But I knew that this was part of it, I just wish I didn't make a fool of myself and make people feel sorry for me, I can do that all on my own. All the feelings and reasons why is all I can think about, I feel like I have to learn to be alone something that suddenly feels so new and different.

 

 I am going to watch this a couple of times, and try to have this in mind.