Useless

Today has already started off feeling like a waste of time. I have to spend almost the whole hour just saying stop talking stop talking stop talking. I try to do the lesson but only two students are paying attention. They hate the lesson, they want to be able to sleep during the lesson, they want to use their mobiles, and they want to ask me for the 495943 time why did you come to Picardy? I don't know why did I come?

I hate to be a judgmental person and normally I try really hard to accept everyone. But, I really hate these children sometimes instead of trying to learn something or just kill time together, they see everything as a joke or a popularity contest. I feel like I am invisible to them.

Its hard to feel like going to class or working on anything, after a class like that. I feel like I just have to get used to it or what??

Being a grown up(teacher) is hard.

Dancing for Army Navy

I don't really know this band or their music. But I'm somewhere in it with my blonde hair that I miss every time I see it. At the time and even now the whole hand concept doesn't make any sense to me, I think it is a joke I don't understand.

20 of my 2nd time in Paris

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I didn't realize I forgot to post this! It's from back in October, my first time traveling alone. I did enjoy it, and did lots of thinking and listened to tons of Neil Young and Devendra Banhart. I left behind my nikon d60 (at home during the x-mas holidays) and I totally miss it and kinda regret it. I had that camera for a little over 2 years and I still feel that I am learning how to use it. I want to visit Paris again, I feel like theres still so much to see and get to know. I went again in December but sadly didn't take a single picture.