tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69243403346004554052024-03-05T09:14:33.203-08:00wayward yesterdayfiguring things outcynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15152133359594989521noreply@blogger.comBlogger68125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-72814001656720346342013-01-31T00:50:00.001-08:002013-01-31T00:50:30.018-08:00living at home<iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/HbRywnTYArc" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />
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made me laugh but yes this is how it is living at homecynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-62037637678193510162013-01-18T02:20:00.000-08:002013-01-18T02:23:16.278-08:0012 in 2012i wanted to look back on 2012, super late but oh well!<br />
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1. traveled alone to Amsterdam & Madrid</div>
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2. celebrated 5 years with my partner :)</div>
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3. tried to teach conservational English to bored French high school students</div>
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4. came home after living in france // moved in family home</div>
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5. long-distance relationship :\</div>
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6. i started flossing (most of the time) </div>
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7. read 31 books</div>
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8. got my first (2nd ish) post-college part-time job</div>
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9. drove on the freeway (a few times), i hate to drive but something i still have to completely conquer </div>
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10. grew my hair for the entire year</div>
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11. made three youtube videos and then stopped ... hahaha</div>
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12. got my first graphic design internship !!! & its still going :D</div>
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cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-4216274651723338792012-11-23T15:00:00.000-08:002012-11-23T15:00:04.600-08:00#blockfriday<iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/10x8udVEf_U?list=PLCGAi82ClyOLD-Tdvxg84LPkhmaXnRR0W&hl=en_US" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />
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i am celebrating a belated thanksgiving with my extended family that i havent seen in ages! i dont normally participate in black friday and dont plan on it this year. things never make you happy, lets not shop :)cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-86769851167283261682012-11-21T02:28:00.000-08:002012-11-21T16:49:10.766-08:00unwishlist #1<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a list of things i like and dont plan on buying ... <i>ever!</i></span><br />
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7) Smens Gourmet Scented Pens, 10 Pack <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Smens-Gourmet-Scented-Pens-Pack/dp/B00486S694/ref=pd_ys_sf_s_1064954_b1_1_p">$20.79</a></div>
cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-36456549890884632232012-11-21T01:49:00.001-08:002012-11-21T01:53:25.052-08:00updates on goals<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i have thinking about my goal-setting and time management (lack of really) and how i would like to change it or make more realistic goals. in the last few <a href="http://waywardyesterday.blogspot.com/2012/01/goals.html">years</a> i have been setting goals like nobodies business and to be honest i had never really set any actual goals before that while in school. i knew i wanted to do certain things some day (graduate, get a job, move out, not need my parents money, be a designer, learn everything .... ) not now of course just some day. i know that some goals have been met but most <i>haven't</i>. i think the main issues have to do with time management and just lack of motivation(feelings), i want to change things up and be able to get things done and not just wish and hope. trying something new and easy that makes sense.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; line-height: 18px;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>1. read 42 books </b></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i am up to 30 books, better then 2011(25) but still not close to 42, i know i just have to make time for reading during my day and have a space for reading, currently i read while on public transportion which i dont take often enough to make a dent and i am certain i wont be able to reach my goal by the end of dec. this is a goal i want to have every year. i do enjoy reading, and always want to read.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">this past year while i was away was my first time ever trying to exercise outside of school and being forced by school, and i havent really tried since i have been home. i do want to exercise regularly and get into running this is something that is definitely staying on my goals list.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> <br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">3. apply to at least 30 jobs before i return home, starting in may</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i did apply to a few jobs but not many. since i have been home i have applied to almost forty jobs ( wasnt always keeping track but i am now) and i do have my part time job now. i think i can kinda say i kinda did this one.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br style="background-color: white;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">4. update resume & ask for recommendation letters</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i have updated my resume (it did get my a job & internship!) but never got those letters. the letters aren't as important as i thought, references are and i am still looking... i have a few but would like to change it up, done!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">nope nope nope, this is my BLOCK.... <a href="http://waywardyesterday.blogspot.com/2012/09/portfolio-bane-of-my-existence.html">read more</a> definitely needs to be done, i did come up with 6 pieces for my internship interview so that is a somewhat rough something</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br style="background-color: white;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">6. complete my ukulele book (teach yourself book)</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">nope :( need to do this also i want to learn music and be able to play and sing when i am bored, i feel like i need my own space for this one though and i need to bug my boy about it</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i have grown my hair but stopped using henna (messy), and i am somewhat reddish-brownish head ... photos to follow</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br style="background-color: white;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">8. listen to 2 new albums a month</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">havent really done, but did listen to many new months probably more then 20, will try to come up with a list</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">9. bike, bike, bike here in doullens ( i still have to ask about this)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">never got to bike in doullens :(, want to bike still planning to keep this goal especially since i now do have a bike to borrow</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">10. travel, travel, travel during my breaks & plan & research</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px;">went to amsterdam, spain, & paris while abroad :) </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">11. do dan's band website (learn how to)</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">nope, have to do this still!<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">12. floss everyday</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">yes, yes i floss most days. totally done!<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">13. for this blog, i want to have 100 posts on here & maybe do something on youtube… maybe and start working on the learning to love you assignments</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">blog up to 64 posts not bad, haha and yes need to get on the assignments (the reason i started this blog and i supposed i have forgotten)</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-weight: bold; line-height: 18px;">14. internet free once a week (maybe sundays or mondays) I won't count skype or email just because of the fact that I am away but this is something I will like to keep up with after 2012</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">still need to get on this have made some vague attempts its hard when you get everything from the computer .... everything (work, killing time, socialize, etc) </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">I wanted to visit this topic before the year ended and I am glad I was able to write about this and my very tiny attempts on each of these goals and its pretty evident more then half are in store for 2013. Most of my fall goals are based on this central list, and are things i do want to keep up for the next year, i am already plotting my list for the next year and my small monthly goals. i hope to be able to cross off my entire list next year!</span><br />
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<br />cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-36649781145796874472012-11-17T12:12:00.000-08:002012-11-17T12:12:35.480-08:00truisms - jenny holzer <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a little knowledge can go a long way</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a lot of professionals are crackpots</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a man can't know what it is to be a mother</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a name means a lot just by itself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a positive attitude means all the difference in the world</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a relaxed man is not necessarily a better man</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a sense of timing is the mark of genius</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a sincere effort is all you can ask</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a single event can have infinitely many interpretations</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a solid home base builds a sense of self</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a strong sense of duty imprisons you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">absolute submission can be a form of freedom</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">abstraction is a type of decadence</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">abuse of power comes as no surprise</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">action causes more trouble than thought</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">alienation produces eccentrics or revolutionaries</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">all things are delicately interconnected</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ambition is just as dangerous as complacency</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ambivalence can ruin your life</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">an elite is inevitable</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">anger or hate can be a useful motivating force</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">animalism is perfectly healthy</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">any surplus is immoral</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">anything is a legitimate area of investigation</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">artificial desires are despoiling the earth</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">at times inactivity is preferable to mindless functioning</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">at times your unconsciousness is truer than your conscious mind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">automation is deadly</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">awful punishment awaits really bad people</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">bad intentions can yield good results</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">being alone with yourself is increasingly unpopular</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">being happy is more important than anything else</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">being judgmental is a sign of life</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">being sure of yourself means you're a fool</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">believing in rebirth is the same as admitting defeat</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">boredom makes you do crazy things</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">calm is more conductive to creativity than is anxiety</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">categorizing fear is calming</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">change is valuable when the oppressed become tyrants</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">chasing the new is dangerous to society</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">children are the most cruel of all</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">children are the hope of the future</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">class action is a nice idea with no substance</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">class structure is as artificial as plastic</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">confusing yourself is a way to stay honest</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">crime against property is relatively unimportant</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">decadence can be an end in itself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">decency is a relative thing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dependence can be a meal ticket</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">description is more important than metaphor</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">deviants are sacrificed to increase group solidarity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">disgust is the appropriate response to most situations</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">disorganization is a kind of anesthesia</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">don't place to much trust in experts</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">drama often obscures the real issues</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dreaming while awake is a frightening contradiction</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dying and coming back gives you considerable perspective</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dying should be as easy as falling off a log</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">eating too much is criminal</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">elaboration is a form of pollution</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">emotional responses ar as valuable as intellectual responses</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">enjoy yourself because you can't change anything anyway</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ensure that your life stays in flux</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">even your family can betray you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">every achievement requires a sacrifice</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">everyone's work is equally important</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">everything that's interesting is new</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">exceptional people deserve special concessions</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">expiring for love is beautiful but stupid</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">expressing anger is necessary</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">extreme behavior has its basis in pathological psychology</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">extreme self-consciousness leads to perversion</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">faithfulness is a social not a biological law</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">fake or real indifference is a powerful personal weapon</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">fathers often use too much force</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">fear is the greatest incapacitator</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">freedom is a luxury not a necessity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">giving free rein to your emotions is an honest way to live</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">go all out in romance and let the chips fall where they may</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">going with the flow is soothing but risky</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">good deeds eventually are rewarded</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">government is a burden on the people</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">grass roots agitation is the only hope</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">guilt and self-laceration are indulgences</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">habitual contempt doesn't reflect a finer sensibility</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">hiding your emotions is despicable</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">holding back protects your vital energies</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">humanism is obsolete</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">humor is a release</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ideals are replaced by conventional goals at a certain age</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">if you aren't political your personal life should be exemplary</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">if you can't leave your mark give up</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">if you have many desires your life will be interesting</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">if you live simply there is nothing to worry about</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ignoring enemies is the best way to fight</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">illness is a state of mind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">imposing order is man's vocation for chaos is hell</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">in some instances it's better to die than to continue</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">inheritance must be abolished</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it can be helpful to keep going no matter what</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it is heroic to try to stop time</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it is man's fate to outsmart himself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it is a gift to the world not to have babies</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's better to be a good person than a famous person</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's better to be lonely than to be with inferior people</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's better to be naive than jaded</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's better to study the living fact than to analyze history</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's crucial to have an active fantasy life</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's good to give extra money to charity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's important to stay clean on all levels</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's just an accident that your parents are your parents</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's not good to hold too many absolutes</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's not good to operate on credit</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it's vital to live in harmony with nature</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">just believing something can make it happen</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">keep something in reserve for emergencies</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">killing is unavoidable but nothing to be proud of</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">knowing yourself lets you understand others</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">knowledge should be advanced at all costs</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">labor is a life-destroying activity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">lack of charisma can be fatal</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">leisure time is a gigantic smoke screen</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">listen when your body talks</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">looking back is the first sign of aging and decay</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">loving animals is a substitute activity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">low expectations are good protection</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">manual labor can be refreshing and wholesome</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">men are not monogamous by nature</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">moderation kills the spirit</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">money creates taste</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">monomania is a prerequisite of success</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">morals are for little people</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">most people are not fit to rule themselves</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">mostly you should mind your own business</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">mothers shouldn't make too many sacrifices</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">much was decided before you were born</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">murder has its sexual side</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">myth can make reality more intelligible</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">noise can be hostile</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">nothing upsets the balance of good and evil</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">occasionally principles are more valuable than people</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">offer very little information about yourself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">often you should act like you are sexless</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">old friends are better left in the past</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">opacity is an irresistible challenge</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">pain can be a very positive thing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people are boring unless they are extremists</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people are nuts if they think they are important</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people are responsible for what they do unless they are insane</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people who don't work with their hands are parasites</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people who go crazy are too sensitive</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people won't behave if they have nothing to lose</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">physical culture is second best</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">planning for the future is escapism</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">playing it safe can cause a lot of damage in the long run</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">politics is used for personal gain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">potential counts for nothing until it's realized</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">private property created crime</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">pursuing pleasure for the sake of pleasure will ruin you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">push yourself to the limit as often as possible</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">raise boys and girls the same way</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">random mating is good for debunking sex myths</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">rechanneling destructive impulses is a sign of maturity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">recluses always get weak</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">redistributing wealth is imperative</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">relativity is no boon to mankind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">religion causes as many problems as it solves</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">remember you always have freedom of choice</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">repetition is the best way to learn</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">resolutions serve to ease our conscience</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">revolution begins with changes in the individual</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">romantic love was invented to manipulate women</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">routine is a link with the past</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">routine small excesses are worse than then the occasional debauch</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sacrificing yourself for a bad cause is not a moral act</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">salvation can't be bought and sold</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">self-awareness can be crippling</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">self-contempt can do more harm than good</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">selfishness is the most basic motivation</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">selflessness is the highest achievement</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">separatism is the way to a new beginning</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sex differences are here to stay</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sin is a means of social control</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">slipping into madness is good for the sake of comparison</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sloppy thinking gets worse over time</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">solitude is enriching</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sometimes science advances faster than it should</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sometimes things seem to happen of their own accord</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">spending too much time on self-improvement is antisocial</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">starvation is nature's way</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">stasis is a dream state</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sterilization is a weapon of the rulers</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">strong emotional attachment stems from basic insecurity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">stupid people shouldn't breed</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">survival of the fittest applies to men and animals</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">symbols are more meaningful than things themselves</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">taking a strong stand publicizes the opposite position</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">talking is used to hide one's inability to act</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">teasing people sexually can have ugly consequences</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">technology will make or break us</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the cruelest disappointment is when you let yourself down</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the desire to reproduce is a death wish</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the family is living on borrowed time</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the idea of revolution is an adolescent fantasy</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the idea of transcendence is used to obscure oppression</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the idiosyncratic has lost its authority</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the most profound things are inexpressible</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the mundane is to be cherished</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the new is nothing but a restatement of the old</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the only way to be pure is to stay by yourself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the sum of your actions determines what you are</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the unattainable is invariable attractive</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the world operates according to discoverable laws</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">there are too few immutable truths today</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">there's nothing except what you sense</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">there's nothing redeeming in toil</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">thinking too much can only cause problems</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">threatening someone sexually is a horrible act</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">timidity is laughable</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to disagree presupposes moral integrity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to volunteer is reactionary</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">torture is barbaric</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">trading a life for a life is fair enough</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">true freedom is frightful</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">unique things must be the most valuable</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">unquestioning love demonstrates largesse of spirit</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">using force to stop force is absurd</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">violence is permissible even desirable occasionally</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">war is a purification rite</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">we must make sacrifices to maintain our quality of life</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">when something terrible happens people wake up</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">wishing things away is not effective</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">with perseverance you can discover any truth</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">words tend to be inadequate</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">worrying can help you prepare</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you are a victim of the rules you live by</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you are guileless in your dreams</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you are responsible for constituting the meaning of things</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you are the past present and future</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you can live on through your descendants</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you can't expect people to be something they're not</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you can't fool others if you're fooling yourself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you don't know what's what until you support yourself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you have to hurt others to be extraordinary</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you must be intimate with a token few</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you must disagree with authority figures</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you must have one grand passion</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you must know where you stop and the world begins</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you can understand someone of your sex only</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you owe the world not the other way around</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you should study as much as possible</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">your actions ae pointless if no one notices</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">your oldest fears are the worst ones</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">http://mfx.dasburo.com/art/truisms.html</span>cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-84878056502260894812012-11-02T02:09:00.002-07:002012-11-02T02:12:54.435-07:00NO BUY!I have started keeping track of my expenses using <a href="http://mint.com/">mint.com</a>, and it has been quite enlightening. I have noticed where I have been spending like crazy aside from food and transportation (totally necessary)... makeup/beauty items. I am in a situation where I should not be spending money like this, I don't have a budget to spend money aimlessly or to shop for things I don't need.<br />
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<i>I always hate to talk about beauty and fashion, I dont know why but I feel like its embarrassing as a woman. I feel like its shallow and petty but I do like it and enjoy it. I care about what I wear and what I look like most of the time.</i><br />
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When I started watching youtube beauty videos (around 2009/2010) my amount of makeup dramatically increased, and as I usually only buy drugstore brands it doesnt feel like I am spending much. I do see a new nail polish or eye shadow as a nice treat as I can't afford much these days. The drugstores also have lots of deals and coupons that lure me in, and I have realized that the makeup I do have will take me ages to finish. Part of me feels that I switched from fashion to makeup.<br />
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I decided to do what I've seen beauty youtubers do, a no buy and I want to not buy or watch youtube (beauty videos) starting now this month of Nov. I have been trying to lessen my habit of youtube and I think just not watching those videos will remove my desire to buy makeup. I am not sure when my no buy will end but I will replace items that I finished and need to be replaced as it comes up (definitely not nail polish, eye shadow or lipsticks).<br />
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here it goes, i dont need or <i>want</i> makeup and heres to more money in the bank account...cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-90521368629210490682012-10-31T23:30:00.000-07:002012-11-01T00:08:19.443-07:00☾<br />
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<li class="even user_4" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">☮ :</span> share 5 favourite movies</li>
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<li class="odd user_5" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">1. shrimp fried rice from chinese friends</li>
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<li class="even user_8" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">not sure i have a favorite thing but to be honest its <u>kill time on youtube</u> watching howto/style beauty videos, awful habit that needs to stop or read my rss feed</li>
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<li class="odd user_9" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">♡ :</span> share 5 favourite songs</li>
<li class="odd user_9" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">1. sunshine of your love by cream</li>
<li class="odd user_9" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">2. my my, hey hey (out of the blue) by neil young and crazy horse</li>
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<li class="even user_10" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">3. <a href="http://www.katielouiseford.com/">http://www.katielouiseford.com/</a></li>
<li class="even user_10" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">4. <a href="http://www.arestlesstransplant.com/">http://www.arestlesstransplant.com/</a></li>
<li class="even user_10" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">5. <a href="http://garconniere.tumblr.com/">http://garconniere.tumblr.com/</a> (where i found this)</li>
<li class="even user_10" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></li>
<li class="odd user_11" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">✓:</span> tell 5 facts about yourself</li>
<li class="odd user_11" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">1. i am my own harsh critic but lazy.</li>
<li class="odd user_11" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">2. i have my office space within the bathroom space ... there is a wall in between and an opening for a door that is yet to be installed.</li>
<li class="odd user_11" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">3. i love dr pepper ... too much ruined my teeth.</li>
<li class="odd user_11" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">4. i don't have <strike>many</strike> any friends but I am friendly person just a bit of a loner.</li>
<li class="odd user_11" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="font-family: helvetica neue, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">5. i have horrible time management and can kill days on the computer not doing much of anything :(</span></span></li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></span></li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">♧ :</span> share 5 facts about your appearance</li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">1. I am short 5'1".</li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">2. I have brown eyes and hair (BORING!)</li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">3. I have bad pimply skin currently and scars and all. </li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">4. I don't shave my armpits but I hardly ever wear sleeveless shirts.</li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="font-family: helvetica neue, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">5. I don't have any tattoos, yet.</span></span></li>
<li class="even user_12" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="font-family: helvetica neue, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></li>
<li class="odd user_13" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">☆:</span> share your current mood</li>
<li class="even user_14" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">lonely, hungry, and a bit chilly. just okay.</li>
<li class="even user_14" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></li>
<li class="even user_14" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">♒ :</span> share about your crush</li>
<li class="even user_14" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">none</li>
<li class="even user_14" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></li>
<li class="odd user_15" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">☀ :</span> something that made me smile today</li>
<li class="even user_16" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">seeing the kids in costumes </li>
<li class="even user_16" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></li>
<li class="even user_16" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">✖ :</span> something you hate</li>
<li class="odd user_17" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="font-family: helvetica neue, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">politics<b> </b></span></span></span></li>
<li class="odd user_17" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="font-family: helvetica neue, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></li>
<li class="odd user_17" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">☼ :</span> something you love</li>
<li class="even user_18" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">my macbook pro</li>
<li class="even user_18" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></li>
<li class="even user_18" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="label" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">ϟ :</span> ask anything</li>
<li class="even user_18" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">whats your biggest dream/goal?</li>
<li class="even user_18" style="background-color: transparent; border: 0px; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">what do you want to change from your life?</li>
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working away on an 'examples' portfolio for my first interview for a graphic design internship! the first time i actually sent examples, and i am nervous and winging it on the same time. my first interview to do what i want to do. AHHHH!!!!!! as you can see not much design work this month hopefully more Xs next month, just being honest with myself & you. hoping and wishing.cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-68673993628787125552012-09-27T13:42:00.002-07:002012-09-27T19:50:10.227-07:00ipod wishlist & thinking out loud<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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my ipod touch's audio jack is on the fritz and it will need to be replaced soon ... thinking should i get the new ipod touch, or the ipod nano?<br />
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my ipod touch is actually the first generation and belonged to my brother who gave it to me when my ipod (classic)'s audio jack failed just as its doing now. i am a big believer in using what you have until you need to replace it.<br />
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i like the ipod touch because its like a mini ipad you can use apps, get a camera... could use it to read books but its a bit small, i dont want an iphone i dont have a smart phone and it doesnt bother me. i dont want to add any bills i dont need. at the same time i would have to carry around my mobile phone & <i>ipod nano</i> & camera for when i need it and maybe someday an ereader/tablet.... i think i wont always carry that stuff only when i need it but it seems like a lot.<br />
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i have wanted an ipad or actually an ereader like tablet device like the nook or the kindle fire for a while now as i have been getting into reading and just notice how little space books & comics take up on a computer compared to a bookshelf (i blame moving and how heavy books can actually get, and then again i get most of my books at thrift stores). there is also rumors of the ipad mini.<br />
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debating about this in my head & with my brother but quite honestly i am seriously missing my music during my walk to work and my podcasts for falling asleep too.<br />
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any ideas internet?<br />
<br />cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-32105173943233663622012-09-27T01:46:00.002-07:002012-09-27T10:14:19.404-07:00fall goals<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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inspired by <a href="http://daintysquid.blogspot.com/2012/09/goals-for-fall-2012.html">two</a> <a href="http://ourlittleapartment.com/2012/09/august-update-september-intentions/">bloggers</a> and also life wants & needs in general. i've been really into goal making and lists this <a href="http://waywardyesterday.blogspot.com/2012/01/goals.html">year</a>. and here my list of <b>Fall Goals</b>! i know i am just a bit late as fall has started but here goes ...<br />
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1. complete & print ten pieces for portfolio (ready to be photographed)<br />
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2. redo resume to emphasis design + cover letter for internships<br />
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3. spend 4-5 hours weekly on http://www.codecademy.com/ or learning about web design<br />
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4. try and catch up on reading challenge (currently 6 books behind) <br />
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5. get on a budget & start saving<br />
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6. repair bike + get lock + helmet<br />
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7. practice self care<br />
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8. celebrate anniversary!!!<br />
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9. get rid of 100 things that belong to me, give away what i can<br />
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10. internet free once a week (mondays or sundays)<br />
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will update for surecynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-18009830529279032632012-09-20T22:46:00.000-07:002012-09-20T22:49:22.761-07:00family<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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this week has been a reminder of my father and his side of the family. not much to say just have to deal. this is back when my parents were young and so was i, and i really felt this was my family. nowadays we might share our last name but they are all strangers.<br />
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that's life.cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-9691608709961924082012-09-13T09:45:00.001-07:002012-09-13T09:45:39.901-07:00portfolio = bane of my existence I studied graphic design & photography (Art major) &&&& ... at California State University Northridge.<br />
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I have been hardly trying to work on my portfolio since I graduated as it was not required. <br />
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I have been not trying to work on my portfolio. Ever since I've know about it, it has been something I have PUT OFF, IGNORED, etc. The task just is so overwhelming and daunting it seems impossible.<br />
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The main reason I haven't been able to look at design jobs is because I have no put-together portfolio. I was supposed to start on it in Jan 2011, I have been putting it off during my stay in France, and the last few months since I've been home. Why? At this point I don't care to say and it just has to change and be different. I want to blog about the experience here, I want to hold myself accountable. I can change. I want to work in design, I want to be creative. MY current job has been soul-crushing, to say the least...<br />
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I want to aim for 3 completed pieces per month. The pieces will be mainly school related, and print based. I might add stuff based on what I feel is missing from my book. I am excited to show progress and work on here and add more design-related content to the blog. I don't think its in the best taste show work in progress, but its what I will do.<br />
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I only have myself to blame for not designing now and I feel like my skills are disappearing to say the least.<br />
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cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-89264270094478643502012-09-10T12:34:00.001-07:002012-09-10T12:34:31.598-07:00I amI am twenty five and I am disappointed in myself. I think back to when I was younger and I never thought I would be where and how I am now. I didnt really plan for the future I just thought it would happen, and OH its happening and I feel so entirely unprepared. <br />
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High School was what it was and I was a loner then and during college and now in the almost two years I've been out of college I continue to be a loner. I am ashamed about this I never learned how to keep friends and also part of it has been finding people worth having around, another part being engrossed in my relationship with my boyfriend. I hate that I simply dont know anyone really, I have few people that I am 'friendly' with but not in the way I would like, I sometimes wonder is it LA or is it the VALLLEY? <br />
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I have come to understand that I am a homebody and that I'm introverted but I do like being social and I want to meet people, I seriously need all the friends I can get...<br />
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There's many things I need to work on, I've never been happy about myself. I want to learn how to be happy, and whole. I want to be open and honest. I am ashamed about who I am most of the time, and I dont want to be. I writing this because I don't want to care about what people think I was be honest about my situation and that I am aware I put myself here.<br />
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I hope to document my journey on working on some of these issues that I have. I understand its not going to be overnight and its going to take time. <br />
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Time is on my side, I hope.cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-86438662762677085002012-09-09T17:39:00.001-07:002012-09-09T17:39:35.418-07:00home?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhP2UytIeEbIK_Quu76VboeHafW6uwMaJWbfvBEBVi8omaeiayozZPvYJMuZgyAqXTQIWhpmkJ3Au1J_uan2sTg8bipiiq7PRgIlq8S7XJEbcZXoiWe_fx1ZmB4AoIHUQg8_6RZ7Atk7KRW/s1600/P1030202.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="500" width="366" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhP2UytIeEbIK_Quu76VboeHafW6uwMaJWbfvBEBVi8omaeiayozZPvYJMuZgyAqXTQIWhpmkJ3Au1J_uan2sTg8bipiiq7PRgIlq8S7XJEbcZXoiWe_fx1ZmB4AoIHUQg8_6RZ7Atk7KRW/s400/P1030202.jpg" /></a></div><br />
I feel like writing when I am down. I am so so down and I find like I just don't know about anything or anyone or I am just so so lost. I am wishing I was anyone else but me. I am have trouble adjusting to being home. I hate and regret so so many things. It's hard to want to do anything part of me wants to give up but at the same time I know you're who I need/want. I love you.<br />
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france misses me, i miss you francecynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-39942851837294422042012-08-07T22:38:00.003-07:002012-08-07T22:38:47.728-07:00searching and 1st callback<br />
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I have been looking for a job (<i>seriously</i> started mid-june) and realizing just as in my last job search that work experience is what I am seriously lacking. I am not sure what career I want just yet, I am down to learn and gain any kind of experience. I've wanted to be a teacher, graphic designer, photographer, and just something creative. I've worked as a teaching assistant and tutor so I have experience in the educational field. I am looking for work related to schools (teachers aide, afterschool, tutor, & nanny) or for just any work. I have been using indeed.org, craigslist.org, and edjoin.org to look for work and I have also informed anyone around me that I'm looking for work. I have my mom looking with relatives and giving me numbers to call. At this point I've applied to about 20 positions and I accepted a position. I was offered another temp job but I felt, that this position was better.<br />
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I will start working a week from today. Its a part time position but I am pleased that I will be moving back home and at least have a job for the moment and be able to live a little. I would love to eventually have a 2nd job and will be trying for one. I have to wear a uniform for the first time since I was in elementary school myself, which I totally hate and wish I didn't have to at all. I am feeling that its almost an investment to start this job because of all the costs involved in acquiring the job (uniform, fingerprints, cpr class, & transcripts)... and I hope its a means for my future as well.<br />
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(note: i started this post mid july and finished it today)cynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15152133359594989521noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-45133008099738614612012-07-05T09:20:00.001-07:002012-07-05T09:20:47.284-07:00Insomnia Thoughts<p>I've been meaning to write these thoughts down for a few days/weeks. I want to be more and do more (now!). Since I've come back <em>home, </em>most things have returned to the state they used to be. I remember thinking and saying how I didnt want to return to the same life. I'm not saying that I am unhappy about my life just that there are many things I would like to improve on mainly ... lack of employment, just lack of focus, and lack of real friendships. I want to go out and do things. I know that the biggest road blocks are just all in my head and caring what people think. I want to not give a hoot and start living and just be. I want to be putting myself out there.</p>
<p>I hate to think about things or most of the time I am just living for the 'day', this has to stop. I've been worried about being personal online about writing my feelings but as I've decided to work on not caring ... I want to start blogging about my mission to be earning a living, to move out and move in with my partner, to gain more out of life. Its hard to explain whats been holding me back and I know its just this feeling that I'm not good enough or like the others.</p>
<p><img style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" title="Photo on 7-5-12 at 8.46 AM.jpg" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiAOq0ZDvBFC8DOmKc7LzRH76fdIbY9ybT6AsFB0zHAowitp1tllRdv267WTlhD2ltApCF4pJXCoPKGMcZHkI8Runa6x3Z3u881PZw3yI17fCF02bMZ2jKj1fnqXYgzRrVSLh1eJDMqZA8/?imgmax=800" border="0" alt="Photo on 7-5-12 at 8.46 AM.jpg" width="600" height="400" />Taken right before I wrote this because it just didn't feel like a post without a picture, with my "C" from Spain wearing my backup glasses.</p>cynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15152133359594989521noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-84424853220662518482012-07-02T14:46:00.000-07:002012-07-25T17:57:47.931-07:00Mrs. Henry - Chickentowne [EP]<iframe allowtransparency="true" frameborder="0" height="100" src="http://bandcamp.com/EmbeddedPlayer/v=2/album=2684594154/size=venti/bgcol=FFFFFF/linkcol=4285BB/" style="display: block; height: 100px; position: relative; width: 400px;" width="400">&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;a href="http://mrshenry.bandcamp.com/album/chicken-towne-ep"&amp;amp;gt;Chicken Towne EP by Mrs. Henry&amp;amp;lt;/a&amp;amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;</iframe><br />
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I proudly present <a href="https://www.facebook.com/mrshenrysd">Mrs. Henry</a>'s first EP. Listen and download, now!</div>cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-72572372171812906732012-05-24T16:48:00.001-07:002012-05-24T16:50:18.945-07:00goodbye<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It should really be a picture of the school. I am leaving in just a few hours and I can't believe it. I don't believe my time in France is over. I am not sure about anything but I am both sad and happy. I am a mixture of regret and amazement. I overpacked and overstuffed my suitcases and I am feeling that I should be leaving even more stuff behind. I threw away things with reckless abandon that I didn't know was possible. I feel in my heart I will come back again, and soon I hope. Au revoir, France.</div>
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<br />cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-2199268611575032942012-05-11T04:54:00.002-07:002012-05-11T05:06:03.224-07:00my thoughts exactly<object width="480" height="360"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6ggrYKzldGg?version=3&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6ggrYKzldGg?version=3&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="480" height="360" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object>cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-83743702290058461692012-05-10T03:55:00.001-07:002012-05-11T11:27:33.155-07:00things i will miss/will not miss about being about an English language assistant in France1. the students, the people<br />
2. being completely alone<br />
3. just not understanding anything and trying to deal<br />
4. the food<br />
5. the booze<br />
6. the beauty of this place<br />
7. my own room that is actually very big<br />
8. the view outside my windows<br />
9. the rainy weather<br />
10. going to work and finding out you dont have work<br />
11. being told you are great at your job<br />
12. not having to clean as much<br />
13. or do your own laundry<br />
14. working or hardly working<br />
15. waking up when i feel like on the weekends<br />
16. traveling<br />
17. money in the bank or just getting paid once a month (euros)<br />
18. France, the French<br />
19. having to explain things about English which I am not sure about<br />
20. the bad students / the good ones (because we are all good)<br />
21. being busy doing nothing<br />
23. naps<br />
24. everything closing at 7pm / 15hrcynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-23527124418429194532012-05-10T02:15:00.001-07:002012-05-10T02:40:35.828-07:00k,l,m<div style="text-align: center;">
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<a href="http://8tracks.com/ephemera/k-l-m">k,l,m</a> from <a href="http://8tracks.com/ephemera">ephemera</a> on <a href="http://8tracks.com/">8tracks</a>.</div>
</div>cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6924340334600455405.post-13867971077033774662012-05-09T13:10:00.002-07:002012-05-11T04:52:35.301-07:00stuck on my head<div style="text-align: center;">
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First pop song in a years that I like.cynthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00032316014324435549noreply@blogger.com0